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Days of reflection are always needed.
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[09 Sep 2009|10:24pm] |
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Today started off great! Then I found out I owe the school some money and that bummed me out b/c money seems to always be involved and I can never get too far from bills. Anyways, I got some errands done, walked around mission, looked at mopeds, saw a beatles cover band at amoeba, bought a record and then came home. As i look back at today, it was good day but for some reason i still feel im in a slump.
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| new beginnings |
[18 Aug 2009|11:05pm] |
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Today marks the first day of living in San Francisco. Tommorrow is a whole other story.
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| packing life into a box |
[15 Jul 2009|11:52pm] |
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Hello Hello!!!!
Life has changed drastically. Let's recap:
-I got into San Francisco State University, so i'll be moving August 18.
-My days of managing subway are slowly coming to an end. My parents also opened up a new subway.
-Phil and I recorded our first demo and another is in the works.
-D.C./NY was an amazing trip and i'll never forget how crazy it was.
-My girlfriend and I broke up a couple of weeks ago. That ends a 2 year relationship.
-My older brother is having his first child, a baby girl, so that makes me an uncle.
-Being 21 is coming to an end.
-1 month and 2 days until I leave everything i've ever known.
These past days i've really emptied out my room and things are slowly getting weird. I feel like I have so much more to do before I have to leave but so little time to complete everything. I've also begun to think about everything i'm going to leave behind. Not seeing my family will be sad/relieving, leaving my close group of friends and having to create new ones will be hard, and leaving the only job i've had for the past 4 years and the people who i've worked with, who I consider a second family will be tough. And of course leaving LA/OC will be hard. I've spent so much time roaming these areas that a new enviornment will be tough to adjust to. I've grown up here but I know that i'll be back. Things might not be the same but we'll see how it goes.
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| on the road again....oh willie |
[10 Jun 2009|11:29pm] |
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Tommorrow night I leave for Washington D.C.
Then to Nueva Jork next week.
Oh yea!
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| betting on steelers |
[31 Jan 2009|10:50pm] |
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I got my wisdom teeth removed today and at first it was alright. My parents lagged on getting me my vicodin and I literally felt like dying for about 2 hours. I'm very disappointed I can't eat pizza tommorrow for the game.
I haven't been here for awhile because things once again have picked up and I continue to find less time in the day to just do things I want to do.
I passed my statistics class, so thats the last time i'll ever take a math class again I hope. I'm not going to school this semester because I'm ready to transfer, so now im just working a ton and trying to save up as much money as i can.
I ended up spending new years in santa cruz and the rest of the weekend in san fransisco. That was a blast.
I guess life right now is pretty good, but I keep feeling it could be better. I think, thinking like this disables me from actually enjoying the day and blinds me from realizing what I have, but im working on that.
I hope everything is going well.
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| C |
[17 Dec 2008|10:19pm] |
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So my last final is tommorrow. In order to pass my statistics class in need to get at least a C. It sounds so easy but it's not. I know I can do it, but lately i've just been feeling like giving up. I've been so tired and stressed out its killing me. It doesn't even matter how much i've slept, i just feel worn out mentally. I think this will all change once I get tommorrow over with. Last semester I was in the same situatuion with my other class and I ended up passing. I feel I was much more confident last time than I am now. I hate this feeling more than anything. Everything is riding on me passing this class and I know I have control of it but I feel like im just going to sabotage myself. Tommorrow is near but it feels like a lifetime away still. Here we go...
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